'The Little Gun Of Fire'
the day was going so wonderful, full of joy and Benjamin new that William would love his peasant. the sun was warm like last year, he thought and
as a slight breeze came from nowhere, it made him shiver. "I spoke to soon, oh where is he? he is late" Benjamin could not sit still.
the excitement was too much, he found himself needing to chatter out loud and walk back and forwards in front of the bench.
"he does know i am meeting here? i did tell him? yes I did, I did rememberer too" sitting back down on the bench, Benjamin looks at the little box and its pretty purple ribbon.
he decides he will have just one more look at his present he held in his hand, thinking he should double check it.
"Oh what if he does not like it, even though i know he will. Oh what if he thinks it is a crap anniversary gift" he stands up once more.
****
Benjamin always seemed to get nervous when things didn't seem to go to plan and self doubt began to creep in about the present.
Trying to remain calm, he thought to himself 'It's too late now, the present is bought and wrapped. Suddenly he heard footsteps approaching.
Benjamin looked up, expecting to see William, but could only watch as a man strolled past with a small dog. Anger gripped him again.
He even considered throwing away the present and storming home, but this day was too special to spoil and he calmed down again.
A voice broke the silence. 'Bennie, I'm here. Hope I'm not too late'. Benjamin smiled and met Williams gaze.
****
every little bit of William, Benjamin loved and as he stood there watching him, Benjamin totally forgot about being angry and nervous.
they greeted, with a very long and intimate embrace. they then pulled apart and kissed on the lips. "I was thinking you had forgot"
Benjamin looked down at the bench, where he had placed the little box and William noticed his gaze. "OOO is that for me, Bennie"
William smiled and looked back into Benjamin's eyes. "you know i do not have anything for you my dear, well not here anyway"
Benjamin did not mind and as the sun started to set, throwing multiples of colours about the sky, they sat together in there favourite spot
drinking in the amazing view and the feeling of being alive. "would you like to open it now? i would like you too" William said he would.
****
William held the box for a moment and thought about shaking it to get some clue as to what was inside. Benjamin. as if reading his mind...
...stopped him, but William just giggled, as he was aware how nervous Bennie got in these situations. He began to undo the ribbon.
Benjamin watched with a sense of impatients and anxiety as William carefully removed the seal and opened the box. William gasped.
'Where on earth did you find this Bennie?' he exclaimed. The breath that Benjamin had been holding was released and he let out a sigh.
'Do you like it my dear?' asked Benjamin and waited for a reply. The pause between his question and Williams answer seemed endless.
****
and finally with one of the biggest smiles William had ever felt on his face, he answered his beloveds question. "I LOVE IT, I LOVE YOU!"
they embraced once more and held a much longer kiss, they then sat back into the bench. they used the new lighter to light two cigarettes.
"Oh is this not just the most amazing sunset my Bennie Bear?" Benjamin looked carefully at the sky, filled with colour.
"William, i have to say yes it is beautiful, but it is not the most amazing we have seen before" Benjamin takes Williams had in his.
and as William sat there trying to remember, when he might had seen a better sun set, Benjamin sat and shook his head, in dismay.
"how can you not remember? the sky this evening is not as beautiful or amazing as the one the morning of the fire!"
William began to giggle and shook his head, as he started to remember and he agreed that yes that was the most amazing sky ever to be seen.
****
'Yes Benjamin, that truly was an amazing sky and to be honest, a pretty amazing night altogether and not for all the right reasons!'
They both sat back on the bench and continued to look up to the heavens. Benjamin spoke first, asking 'How do we get into these situations?'
'Ah, my sweet Bennie, it is our inate sense of adventure and search for truth & justice that keeps us going.' His words hung in the air...
...before William & Benjamin looked at each other and started to laugh. 'And it is my love & devotion to you William that keeps me going.'
As the cold night air began to chill their bones, they stood up together and made their way home.
****
As they walked together, sometimes holding hands, they chatted about what they might do tonight. "well Bennie, my dear" William said loudly.
"I did say, my present to you was not on me, so i wonder if you can guess what it might be?" William beamed a smile at Benjamin,
in wait of a reply. They stopped in there tracks, as Benjamin, began to think hard, he always liked to guess things first time round.
even now they were lovers, Benjamin could not help, always wanting to impress William. "Hummm, there are many things you might have brought"
"maybe... No" William giggled as he watched Benjamin rubbing his chin while making a very thoughtful face. "It could be...No"
"Benjamin, you do not need to guess, you will find out as soon as we make it home" But Benjamin would not move, just standing there thinking
William tried to encourage him to walk, while he thought, and as he grabs his arm and tries to pull him forward, he feels a sharp pain...
... right in the middle of his back. "Pu' up ya' 'ands, don't move, or i'll stab 'im and ya'll be next!" a man's voice bellowed from behind.
****
William and Benjamin stood stil and raised their hands almost instinctively. Benjamin began to turn his head to see what was happening.
'Don't move, or pretty boy 'ere gets it!' Benjamin started to shiver. “so wot you two lovely boys doin' out 'ere then? Bit late aint it?'
William, with amazing coolness, began to speak. 'Who are you and what do you want?' Benjamin reacted 'Don't annoy him William!'
'Oooh a couple o posh boys we 'ave, I fink I've struck lucky!' William continued to be cool, 'We have nothing you could possibly want.'
'Now leave us alone and let us go home' The man leaned in and spoke into Williams ear 'You're right, pretty boy, I don't want anyfink....
....but I do 'ave a message from a good friend of mine.' He leaned closer into Williams ear and whispered something Benjamin didn't hear
Then, in a second, he had gone! Benjamin and William embraced, shivering uncontrollably for a few seconds, then Benjamin spoke...
'What did he say to you dear William?' William kissed Benjamin on the lips and said “Not here Bennie, wait until we are home.'
****
they started off again down the road, thinking every noise might be someone out to get them. William sighed while putting his hands into...
...his pockets and he stopped in his tracks as he felt his new lighter. "What is it William, what is the matter?" Benjamin frowned as he...
...watched William thinking deeply. "are you okay? are you going to tell me why we have stopped?" William looked up at Benjamin. "Ah Ha"
"have you got the cigarettes Bennie Bear?" William smiled as he spoke and still with his hands in his pockets he move closer.
"I do William, would you like one?...." Benjamin paused for a second.."Ah Ha...i know what you mean..." he started to laugh and put his ...
...hand into Williams pocket, forcing William to remove his hand. "I know what your 'Ah Ha' was for my love, you found this!"
pulling out his hand he held the object out. "i think i will be buying one of these for me as well" William took a hold of he anniversary..
..present from Benjamin's hand. "yes my dear, we shall both have one. if we ever get scary men jumping out on us again, we can flash our...
...little guns of fire, into there faces" after lighting there cigarettes, they walked arm in arm and finished walking home.
THE END
'The glass prison'
The heat was unbearable and there eyes felt like they would melt. "wow, thank you for bringing me here Bennie, this is amazing!"
They stood behind a metal gate, about ten meters away from the oven and a man stood in front of them, showing of his amazing talent.
"William, have you decided what you would like to see him make?" William stood there, in owe of the man blowing life into melted sand.
"ooo look at that, wow! Humm, how about a bowl or something for the study?" Bennie smiled and giggled, he was loving living with William...
...and he was getting so used to the house being all theirs. "do you really think our study needs more things in it?" William also smiles.
Is has nearly been a whole year since 'King' there arch enemy had been defeated and life was beginning to feel normal again.
There is only one person that they might have to worry about, but if they can only manage to send a thug that can't use a knife, ...
..they knew they would not have to worry much. "So what is he doing know Bennie? Why did he throw that bit away in this bucket?"
****
Benjamin and Willliam were feeling the heat as they watched the man work. He told them that the furnace can reach heats of 3000 degrees C
William, suddenly announced that he would like a paperweight for the study. 'Well,' said Benjamin 'That would certainly be useful.
'They are such beautiful objects and always stuck me as having such a mysterious quality.' said William. Benjamin grinned and agreed.
'So what would you like inside the paperweight gentleman' asked the glass blower. Benjamin and William looked at each other, thinking.
'A CD!' announced William, 'The very first one I ever bought you Benjamin! Do you remember, that it didn't work on your new machine?'
'You refused to take it back to the shop to exchange it because it was too sentimental.' Williams eyes widened as Benjamin blushed.
'It meant a lot to me William.' answered Benjamin. William knew he kept it with him in his bag and asked Benjamin to hand it over.
Benjamin opened his bag and took from a side pocket, 'Face Value' by Phil Collins and handed it to the man to be preserved forever in glass
****
In the bucket, near to them both, Benjamin could see a big piece or hollow glass, maybe big enough for the CD!
"Could we use some or the stuff in this bucket?" they both asked, hoping it would be okay to recycle some of the off cuts.
The man with the amazing talent, looked at us both, with such a strange look and when he realised what they had planned for the CD, he ...
...he quickly informed them that the CD as a whole would not stay looking like a CD. they did not mind as it was useless to them anyway.
****
'As long as the CD is preserved in some form, then I'm sure we will both be happy.' said William, to which Benjamin nodded in agreement.
'OK gentlemen, let me think...' pondered the man, then in an almost visible spark of thought he announced 'A heart, shape it into a heart!'
Benjamin almost let out a squeal, but was cut short by Williams loud burst of laughter. 'You are a genius my man.' bringing a smile....
..to the glass blowers face. William leant over the barrier and planted a kiss on the man's forehead, causing him to blush uncontrollably.
The glass blower clamped the CD into a vice, took out a small hacksaw and gently began to cut the CD into the shape of a heart.
In minutes, he had reduced the size and shape of the CD so that it would fit into a paperweight, then handed it to William and Benjamin.
They looked at each other and smiled. Not needing to say a word, they both knew what this moment meant and time stood still.
The man coughed politely. 'Gentleman, I will begin.' He took back the heart shaped CD and started to work.
****
we stood and watched, as the man known as Pat, placed the metal rod into, what he called 'the hot pot' and began to spin the rod.
as Pat span it, the very hot glass formed a blob at the end. it was a very hot orangey colour, which glowed so bright. he then began...
...to roll the glass end against the marble topped workbench, then he placed it once again into the immense heat of the 'grotto', which...
two separate shaped pieces were made in flat heart shapes. Pat also added some red, that went around the hearts edges.
after the too halves were finished and was left in the heating oven. we all sat down and pondered over what Pat should do with all the ...
...scrap bits in his bucket and he told us he would place the CD in between the pieces of glass and seal them together forever. "ooooo"
Benjamin was so happy when they finally saw it finished, he nearly started to cry. "Bennie you are so sentimental" he smiled at him fondly.
THE END!
The Book of Guitar Chords
William sat back in his chair whilst relaxing in the study. He was beginning to feel bored and missing Benjamin who had been called away..
William idly scanned the room looking for inspiration or some activity that may make his day more interesting, when suddenly he spotted it.
Nestled in the book shelf between some of his classics was a battered looking paperback with a bright red spine. He leaped out of the chair
William took the book from the shelf, being careful not to let the loose pages fall, and opened it.'My book of guitar chords!' he announced
He thumbed excitedly through the book, marvelling at the chord names...A flat, G sharp minor, B augmented, almost a language of its own...
...but a language that inspired him. 'I will write a song for Bennie.' he said to himself and went to get his guitar.
In the spirit of adventure, William decided to pick several chords at random as a starting point for the song and prepared to compose.
He scribbled down the title on a piece of paper ...'MISSING BENNIE', strummed the first chord and became immediately inspired.
****
"The feelings i get, when you go away, are the feelings, that harbour all through the day" William strummed the cords and hummed the tune.
he then stopped for a while to write some more down, but realised he had to first go and get something from from town.
when he got back, he was cold from the rain, he was thinking about all of his silly pain. pain in his heart, as he thought about Bennie.
William, sat back down, got out his paper again, started writing some more, as he sipped on his tea.
"as i walked through the rain, without your arm to hold, i wrapped my arms tightly around my body, to shelter from the cold"
William, once again began to strum, he was feeling warmer now and happier as he noticed the time. "Bennie will be home soon"
"when your away i see life is so boring, as you bring so much joy, so i feel as if i am soaring" as he sings his words and makes his music..
..Bennie walks in the room, but does not say a word. he is in ore of his lover, as he serenades him so beautifully.
****
'I see you've been busy,' said Bennie 'but not busy enough to tidy up!' For a second there was silence, before Benjamin burst into laughter
'You bloody tease!' shouted William, smiling and Benjamin held out his arms saying 'Come here you old softy.' They embraced.
Both Benjamin and William were still wet from the rain, so they sat down by the roaring fire and settled down to dry off.
'So, you have been song writing again, have you?' Benjamin enquired. 'Well I missed you and was inspired to write. You're such a good subject'
'Well I want royalties from all this,' said Benjamin, laughing 'if I'm such a wonderful inspiration for all of your songs.' William smiled
'I have something better than that Bennie Bear.' and he wandered over to pick up the thing he had got from town.
****
as William passed over the little box with a bow around it, Benjamin realised straight away, what it could be.
"Oh William, you went and got me one didn't you" Benjamin's eyes were light up and he had an uncontrollable smile planted on his face.
Williams eyes also light up, as he watched his beautiful Bennie, open up the little parcel. "Oh i hope you like it Bennie?"
"it is not exactly the same as the one you got for me, but...." before he could say another word, Benjamin had seen what it was.
"Oh my, William, it is amazing, so beautiful, oh how you are so romantic, how i love you so!" Benjamin flung his arms around William.
"It is my pleasure, as my Bennie said he should have one too, so i decided you should, oh and read what is inscribed on it"
with slightly shacking hands, Benjamin, began to look over the little gun shaped lighter and found the inscription, on the barrel.
It read 'Are you game for a trudge' Benjamin, once again flung his arms around William and started to cover him with kisses.
****
'We truly are partners in crime now, dear Bennie.' 'Oh we have like that for a long time now I think.' replied Benjamin with a kiss.
William picked up the guitar and asked 'So do you want to hear the song Bennie?' Benjamin smiled and nodded. He sat back in the chair.
As Williams voice and playing rang echoed around the room, Benjamin's eyes closed and he drank in the melody of Williams deep tone...
As the last chord played, Benjamin paused before opening his eyes & smiling. “It's beautiful William.” “But sadly not finished Bennie Bear.”
'Well lets finish it together then,' said Bennie' I'm not just a pretty face you know!' and they both giggled. 'We just need 2 more lines'
'Well here is one' said Benjamin as he held up his new lighter. 'Brilliant "Are you game for a trudge?' William sounded delighted again.
****
"when you come home, i feel light as a feather, you are my drug and i will love you forever" William sang, while Benjamin thought.
then Benjamin opened his mouth. "Are you game for a trudge?, i will say to you, and your answer is always the same, but very true"
William gives Benjamin's cheek a quick kiss. "see told you i am not just a pretty face" his face grew a smile and he carried on.
"My dear William, a trudge would be just grate, let me take your hand and we will go, this was meant to be, this is fiat"
the two grown up men, start to laugh uncontrollably, at there attempts to finish the song. "Benjamin, i am so glad you came home"
THE END
'The Little Book Of Life'
Benjamin, walked through the park, with his Vickster, as they both looked for the plant. "what colour is it again Bennie Bear?" she shouted.
Benjamin plunged a hand into the breast pocket of his jacket and pulled out a little green, leather bound book, he scanned the marked pages.
"it is white, with five petals, and very light green leaves" he placed the book back in he jacket and the continued to search. "Ah Ha!"
Benjamin announced. "i think i may have found it" Vickster, ran to Benjamin's side and they stared at the flower. Benjamin bent down to ...
...smell it. "your farther will love this one" Vickster, smiled and Benjamin and bent down to smell it her self. "Oh yes Bennie Bear"
they took some samples and a few photographs, then decided it was time for lunch. "where is Daddy Bear, is he not joining us?"
****
'We will see Daddy Bear later, I promise, but first we'll have something to eat.' Bennie and Vickster walked to their favourite café.
They both ordered their favourite meals, beans on toast and strawberry milkshakes. It was hardly fine dining, but delicious all the same.
When they finished, Vickster spoke. 'Could I have a look at the book please Bennie Bear?' Benjamin handed her the book and she opened it.
As her young eyes scanned the pages, Benjamin felt so proud that she was interested. He also knew that her father would be proud too.
Then they heard a voice boom out. 'What are you reading, young lady?' Vickster looked up excitedly, 'Daddy Bear!' and she started laughing
The Little Book of Life and Bennie Bear lets me read it and we found a flower and it was pretty!' Vickster spoke without taking a breath.
William smiled at Benjamin and said So lets order more milkshakes while you Bennie Bear tell me about the flower.' 'YAY!' squealed Vickster
William ordered the shakes and gave Vickster a kiss on the cheek. He sat beside Benjamin and held his hand out of sight under the table
****
after they all had finished drinking, they sat back in there chairs, with very full belly's. "Daddy?... " Vickster, began to say.
"Yes Victoria, what is the matter?" he leaned forward, knowing that being called 'just' Daddy, meant the question would be an important one
She also leaned forward, almost right up onto the table, to whisper into Williams ear "Is Bennie, my daddy too?" Benjamin did not ...
...really hear what she said, but he knew it was about him because as soon as she had asked the question, they turned their heads in sink.
as they both stared at Benjamin, with very big smiles, William sits back in the seat and places an arm around the back of Benjamin.
"Victoria, i know for a fact, that Benjamin here, is not your daddy, but, and your mother will say the same, if you want to call him dad...
...dad, or whatever you want to, we will never stop it. you have always called him Bennie Bear, but if you prefer Dad, then go ahead"
Benjamin and Victoria, both started giggling. "gosh Vickster, would you really like to call me DAD!?" with a flash she was under the table.
pushing herself in between them both, she got comfy, placed the little book of life, back into Benjamin's breast pocket. "I Love you both"
Suddenly a man shouted "No Body Move, Or I Will Stab Her! Give Me The Money!" they pushed Vickster back under the table, and Benjamin...
****
...looked round to see a man holding a knife to one of the waitresses throat. Benjamin was about to stand up when William grabbed his arm.
'Stay still man!' he whispered to Benjamin. The man continued to threaten the staff ;Give me the money or she gets it. I'm not kidding!'
Williams other hand held on tightly to Victoria under the table and he could feel her shivering. 'We must do something' said Benjamin...
...and he whispered through clenched teeth.'Have you got you lighter?' William asked and Benjamin nodded. 'Me too.' said William.
The world seemed to have paused as Benjamin stood up and looked towards the drama at the cafe counter. He held up his lighter gun and spoke
'There is a gun pointed at your head right now and my bullet is faster than your knife! Let the girl go NOW!' The man began to turn round
He let go of the girl, but then in words of defiance said 'Ah a bloody hero!' William had never seen Benjamin this brave in all their years
He was not prepared to see Benjamin in danger though, so he stood up too, with his lighter gun. 'I think you mean heroes, plural.'
The other people in the café didn't know whether to raise their hands, run or hide under the tables, and silence fell all around.
The silence was broken by William who echoed Benjamin's demands 'Drop the knife now or we will end this in a second!' The man just smiled.
****
Without no warning the man with the knife, flung around and dug it into Benjamin's chest! William ran to Benjamin, leaving Victoria under...
...the table, but as soon as she saw her daddy run off and shout William, she climbed out from under it and ran at the bad man.
She pounced on him like a rugby player and shouted "Get of my Daddy's!" then William stopped seeing to Benjamin and also pounced on the man.
Then when William had the bad man detained, Victoria jumped up and went straight to Benjamin. "Bennie Bear are you okay?!"
Someone had rung the police and ambulance service, one of the officers, grabbed the bad man and thanked William for detaining him.
****
Benjamin's eyes were closed and he lay still. 'Bennie Bear, Daddy, wake up' pleaded Victoria. William walked over and looked surprised...
...at the lack of blood where the bad man had stabbed Bennie. He bent down beside Vickster and placed his hand on Bennie's chest.
'He's alive!' The ambulance were at Bennies side to and confirmed that Benjamin was indeed alive. 'YAY!' screamed Vickster and slowly...
...Benjamin,s eyes opened. 'What,s all the commotion?' he said sounding dazed. 'You're a lucky guy.' said the ambulance man.
He turned to William and said that the knife must have hit a bone and avoided his vital organs. Benjamin began to laugh steadily and spoke.
'Not a bone,' he said as he reached into his pocket, 'but this!'. He pulled out the book and held it aloft. 'This book saved my life.'
Vickster hugged her Bennie Bear and William announced 'It truly is The Little Book of Life and lived up to its name today.'
'Milkshakes all round.' announced the café owner, 'And they're on me!' replied Benjamin, 'I certainly think I need one.'. Everyone cheered.
THE END!
'THE STONE OWL'
'Now what have you found?' enquired Benjamin. He was watching William play with a small carved piece of stone about 3 inches high.
'This, my dearest Bennie, is a stone owl. A small representation of the wisest bird on our planet and one which has inspired me very much.'
...mysterious too.' William looked at his Bennie and answered...'Then, they are very much like us two, wouldn't you agree?'
'I suppose so.' said Benjamin 'But with a lot more feathers!' They both laughed. William held up the small stone owl and looked at it.
'Bennie, shall I tell you how I got this small stone owl from?''. 'It was round about the time you and I first met.' Bennie sat down...
Benjamin settled and waited for William to tell him the story of how he got the stone owl and why it meant so much to him.
****
"well my dear, do you remember what it was like in the second year at school?" Benjamin nodded his head in agreement. "I do, I do"
William sat down, on the edge of the desk and held the little owl out in front of his face "well, this little stone owl was my friend..."
"every time I felt sad and scared at school I would hide myself away, I would go to see the receptionist" Benjamin nodded "I remember that"
"you were known as the 'scaredy cat' and that is why I decided to try and be your friend" he then smiled and winked at William.
William smiled shyly back and then carried on with his story "I would sit all of my time, asking about all the things she had on her desk"
"she told me the story behind, the stone owl, it was from someone she loved and always made her happy when it caught her eye."
Benjamin, smiled again "so i suppose, when it caught your eye, you would smile too? So you have always been an old softy?" He giggled.
****
'I guess I was a softy, but it did help me to never judge people too quickly' said William. 'The objects on her desk were my comfort.'
'So imagine my sadness when I came back after the holidays and discovered that there was a new receptionist!' Williams closed his eyes
'She had left to move to another school in Scotland and I suddenly felt very lost.' Williams memories tugged at Benjamin's heart strings.
William continued to relive the tale. 'The new lady was very nice, but her desk was empty and it was painful to see all my objects gone.
'She could see I was upset, but how could she ever understand. I couldn't explain what those objects had meant to me, even though they...
...didn't actually belong to me, seeing them had kept me happy.' Benjamin could see William was reliving painful memories, so he held him.
'As I started to leave the office, ' said William,'The new lady called me back. I turned round and she was holding a small package.'
William continued to remember 'She gave me the package, which had a small label attached, and when I read it, the words made me cry.'
'What did it say?' asked Benjamin. William closed his eyes. 'TO THE BOY IN THE OFFICE. REMEMBER THAT GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT X'
****
"aww, William, was it the little owl then?" William opened up his eyes again, giving Benjamin a full and cheeky smile. "what is that for?"
Benjamin was intrigued, he could see William was remembering something nice this time. "come on you, out with it, what was in the parcel?"
William smiled and leaned over to kiss Benjamin "Well as you can guess it was the stone owl and there was a letter inside the box"
"wow, and now it is in our study, collecting dust and allowing us to tell a story" Benjamin smiled as he spoke, he also gave a small wink.
"yes Benjamin, that is true and would you like to read the letter?" Benjamin nodded, and William turned over the little owl and out from ...
...a piece of paper and handed it to Benjamin. He opened it up and started to read. After only a few minuets, Benjamin looked up ....
...and William could see a little tear in his eye. "William that is so lovely, you really would both talk about me that much!?" Benjamin ...
...let out a huge sigh "Benjamin, from the first moment we met, I would tell my receptionist friend, all about you and how you made me feel"
This time William let out a huge sigh and smiled "she was so nice to me and she would tell me about the person she loved, the one that ...
...gave her the owl and one day she told me the full story. From then on the owl was the 'owl of love', every time I spoke of you I would...
...pick up the owl rubbing my fingers over all the marks and bumps that made it what it was, I was so happy, all because of you and the owl"
THE END
'The Paper Rose'
"William this is so amazing, thank you so much for taking me to Paris again, I still can't believe it is our two year anniversary!"
"Je nous ramener à Paris parce que Je t'aime. " William could speak very good French and Benjamin could not really understand him.
"I think you said something about loving me, but other than that my dear, I am stumped" Benjamin smiled at William and then held out his...
...hand for William to hold "Benjamin the last time we came here was when we were at university and what a wonderful weekend that was"
Benjamin nodded in agreement, but then before he could say a word, a waiter was at their table "Avez-vous terminé votre repas gentleman?"
William answered with no hesitation "Oui je vous remercie beaucoup, nos repas étaient fantastiques" Benjamin just nodded and smiled, as he..
..only understood the thank you bit of what William had said. After the waiter had taken there plates, he was back again and bent down ...
...to Williams ear and whispered something that Benjamin could not hear. "William, what are you up to?" Benjamin smiled and William smiled..
..back and as the waiter walked away, William stood up and walked around the table to Benjamin. "will you come with me?" William gazed...
...down into Benjamin's eyes "there is somewhere I'd like to show you "Benjamin could not resist and jumped up from his chair "oh William"
They walked through the lit up cobbled streets, it was 10pm and the night was a warm and quiet one "so where are we going, please tell me"
William just grabbed Benjamin's hand, pulling him a little faster to there destination "Bennie we are nearly there, just wait, you'll love..
..where we are going, I know you will" suddenly William stopped "Bennie will you just wait here for one minute?" William kissed Benjamin...
...on the cheek and ran off around the corner of a building, leaving Benjamin on his own and wondering to himself. He found himself ...
..confused and lonely. He did not have to wait long though, as William was soon back with a hand to hold "come Bennie and close your eyes"
Benjamin did as William said and closed his eyes, he felt the rush of excitement rush through his bones, as he was pulled away "William"
Benjamin tried to get William to explain what was happening, but William was too preoccupied to listen, or even take notice of Benjamin, ..
...William just made Benjamin close his eyes and stand still, while he made sure everything was ready, before Benjamin was aloud to look. "NOW!"
as Benjamin opened his eyes, he saw a three story villa, towering above him. "William, you did not do it? No way did you buy it!"
William just nodded and smiled as Benjamin gazed in amazement, at the villa they had always talked about, for years, was now there's, forever.
as Benjamin stood, taking in the amazing view, William had been, waiting with his hands behind his back. "Oh William, this is the most....
...amazing thing that has..." before Benjamin could finish his sentence, William was kissing him on the lips. "Shhh now Bennie, i have..
...something else to show you." William held out his hands, that had a rose, made out of paper in them and attached to the paper rose was...
...a ring! "William!" Benjamin's eyes were lit up and his lip was trembling, but he could not say a single word. "i,i..."
"it is okay Bennie you do not need to say a word, I just hope you will take this ring and ware it as a token of my love for you"
Benjamin could feel tears welling up and he realised the ring was engraved he read it 'Forever I Will Love You' "Bennie do you like it?"
Benjamin found he could not hold back the tears any longer and he could not speak, he was so happy he was trembling. William embraced Benjamin...
...holding him tightly, until he had stopped shaking and crying "William this is so amazing, you are the most amazing person I know"
A voice came from the front door of the villa, it was the waiter from the restaurant "Êtes-vous prêts tous les deux?" William shouted ...
..back 'yes' and with his hand holding Benjamin's, William took the ring and placed it on Benjamin's finger, then pulled him towards the ....
...villa. "Bienvenue dans votre nouveau domicile" the waiter said and William answered 'thank you', while Benjamin looked around in amazement.
Benjamin grabbed William by the arms, kissed him on the lips "William Thomas Stoke, I love you so much" then Benjamin took the paper rose...
...and held it out in front of William. There was also something attached to it, Benjamin had also brought something for William "Benjamin"
"yes William, grate minds do think alike, please take this ring as a token of my love for you, that will go on forever" they both smiled....
...and then embraced. William started to cry as Benjamin placed the ring on his finger "oh William this place is magical, we will holiday...
...here all the time" "yes Benjamin and we will bring Victoria too" they embraced again, then walked to the window to enjoy the view.
THE END
THE 'SOME CAUGHT NAPPING' GIG POSTER
William and Benjamin were looking at the poster on the wall advertising a gig by the band called 'Some Caught Napping' at a nearby pub.
'Didn't we see them a couple of years ago?' asked Benjamin, teasingly. 'Bennie, you know we did, how could you forget that night!'
'Of course I remember William, I was winding you up!' Benjamin began to laugh as he spoke, 'and I remember for one very good reason.'
William, just for a second, looked flustered and Benjamin could not resist further teasing. 'My only regret was not having a camera!'
They walked away from the poster on the wall, William was still looking quite sheepish, so Benjamin continued to tease and said...
...'Lets remember that night shall we?' William answered 'Very well Bennie you great tit, otherwise I'll never hear the end of it!.'
Benjamin knew that when William called him names, he didn't mean it in a nasty way, it was just his playful manner. They sat on a park bench
and Benjamin began his tale of the 'Some Caught Napping' gig the previous year. 'If I remember, we had drunk quite a bit before the show...
...and you probably had more than me William!' William sat back on the bench and looked to the heavens. 'Go on then Bennie, remind me.'
Benjamin began. "Well remember, we found that old bottle of champagne that we'd been finding an excuse to open?". William nodded.
"and we both know what champagne does to you my dear!". Bennie struggled to tell the story between his laughter, but continued.
"We both staggered to the bus stop and I can't believe we didn't get a taxi, but you wanted to 'rough it' for the night ha ha!”
"William, remember you offered the bus driver a tenner for a 50p fare!" Benjamin raised his eyebrows "So rock and roll he he"
William shook his head half in embarrassment, half in joy at the memories of their exploits. He loved his Bennie telling stories.
"By the time we got to the gig, the night air had made the champagne affect our heads in a nice way and we ordered some cider....remember?"
"by the time 'Some Caught Napping' came on stage, you were well away sweet William!" Benjamin was loving this and chuckled.
"Yes I do remember" said William, "but do carry on" Benjamin grinned,"when they started playing 'Band on the Run' you ran to the dance floor
"Your air guitar skills were a joy to watch and you sang every word at the top of your voice!" Benjamin said, "My very own rock star he he"
William now had his head in his hands, but couldn't stop smiling. "Bennie, you are such a wind up, all these embarrassing memories!"
"Ah, but if you remember, that wasn't the most embarrassing thing was it?". Benjamin took Williams hands in his and asked "Remember?"
"You came off the dance floor exhausted, guess you weren't used to the rock and roll lifestyle!" Benjamin's teasing was increasing.
"And then, after we had drank a couple of more ciders....well my rock star hero William stole the show!" Benjamin and William smiled.
"The moment you got up onto the stage with the band and whispered into the singers ear whilst I stood open mouthed, I will never forget!"
"I saw Mike the singer turn to the band and say something, as you took the microphone.". Benjamin paused, "And then!...."
Benjamin remembered the lovely feeling in his chest and stomach he got as the band played the opening chords of 'Your Song' and William sang
Benjamin had watched Williams performance in amazement and their eyes remained fixed on each other as the words rang out.
Williams voice sometimes missed the odd note, but it didn't matter, he was singing from his heart. It was as if they were alone in the room
When the song finished, the room had fallen silent for a few seconds, before someone started clapping. Gradually the others joined in
"Remember William, for those few minutes, you were my rock star hero?" Benjamin asked. "Yes, it was a special night" replied William....
...Benjamin began to laugh again at the thought of the other thing that was memorable about Williams performance.
"I loved every sentiment of the song words, which you sang with such passion my dear William and always will, but I also remember....
...that for the whole song, your shirt was sticking out of the fly of your trousers!" This time it was William who laughed first....
...but Benjamin soon joined in. "You great tit!". Benjamin carefully took down the poster and rolled it up into a tube and hit it over Williams head. Their laughter continued as they wandered home.
THE END!
'The crocheted scarf'
As William stood in front of the full length mirror, he herd the telephone ringing and then Benjamin answered it. He watched himself as....
...he sorted out the collar on his shirt and then slightly jumped as Benjamin suddenly shouted up to him "WILLIAM!" Benjamin continued to...
...shout up to William from the hallway "DEAREST, IT IS VICKSTER ON THE PHONE!" so William decides to forget about his grooming and rush...
...down to the phone. When he got there he had to wait while Benjamin and Victoria spoke in their funny little way they liked to.
"Okay Vickster, daddy bare is here now, please do not worry, Bennie bare and daddy bare will sort it out" Benjamin the made a few kissing...
..noises down the phone, then passed the phone to William, who smiled and kissed Benjamin on the lips before saying hallo to his daughter.
After about ten minutes William said his good byes and also made some kissing noises before hanging up "Bennie, we need to hurry up and...
...go see her. Oh I am getting so worried about Katherine" William rubbed his have in his hands before making his way towards the cote rack.
****
William and Benjamin stepped outside while still adjusting their coats. William strode ahead slightly faster than Benjamin.
They both spotted a taxi at the same time and waved signalling it to pick them up. They got in and slumped back in the seats.
Again William repeated that he was worried about Katherine. '"What did Vickster say?" asked Benjamin, just as concerned and trying to calm.
"She just said her Mummy wouldn't get out of bed and couldn't speak properly." Benjamin sighed as William continued. "She said is Mummy ill"
Benjamin replied "She isn't ill, its the drink again!" .He continued "What the hell can we do William, we have tried in the past."
"I know Bennie, I know" Benjamin replied, "Its a hard time for all of us, but is she forgetting about Vickster?" William held Benjamin's hand
They sat silence for the rest of the journey, not knowing what to say, but both knew that together they had to do something for Katherine...
...and especially for their beloved Victoria. The downward spiral that Katherine seemed to be on was becoming uncontrollable, and.....
..there was the worry that more lives might be damaged. "We can only try my dear Bennie." said William as the taxi pulled up to the house.
****
They both found themselves holding their breath as they waited for Victoria to unlock the door "daddy, dad I am so glad your here, mummy...
...won't stop crying and we will be late if she won't get dressed" William gave his daughter a hug and so did Benjamin "try not to worry...
...we will get her ready, then we will go the graveyard okay" so Bennie and William got Katherine ready, while Victoria made some coffee.
It had been 4 years since Samantha had past, but Katherine could not get over it and had started drinking quite a lot. Normally William's...
...herself and her mother. After they had been and payed there respects and put fresh flowers on Samantha's grave, William and Benjamin...
...decided it would be best to bring Katherine and Victoria to their house. They got home and made some lunch, while Katherine went about...
...the house, looking for something to drink "daddy is mummy ill?" even though Victoria was now 13 years old, she still did not understand..
..why her mother was acting the way she had been for the past 4 years "Victoria I will not lie to you, your mother is very ill, but not...
.. In they way like when you get a cold, do you understand?" Victoria stood in silence for a moment in thought "yes daddy I think I do"
****
..and hope you will understand a little better about mummy". Victoria looked upset, but put on a brave face. " Do you remember at Christmas,
...when Bennie Bear and I get all giggly and silly after drinking our wine?" Victoria smiled. "Well that is because of the alcohol....
...in the drink. It does lots of funny things to our heads, but generally they are nice feelings." Victoria giggled a little bit.
" But, my beautiful Vickster, alcohol doesn't always have that effect if you have too much." Victoria's smile faded thinking of her mother..
..and how she had seen her act lately at home. "Mummy sometimes forgets to do things daddy, and her breath smells funny." William nodded...
..."But why does she do it?" a tear fell from Victoria's eye as she spoke. "Many reasons Vickster, but Bennie Bear and I want to find out."
"This is why you will both be staying with us for a little while, until we can help mummy. We will work as a team ..you, Bennie and me...
Victoria responded " Like the Three Musketeers!!" William held his beautiful daughter & whispered, " Yes, just like the Three Musketeers."
Benjamin arrived and whispered to William that Katherine was in bed, before joining the group hug with his beloved William and Victoria
****
William, Benjamin and Victoria all made there way into the study and sat on the sofa together. As they snuggled up together Victoria found..
..she was sitting on something "oh what is this you are sitting on" Benjamin giggles, as he pulls out the thing from underneath Victoria.
William takes it from Benjamin and has a good look "it looks like a woollen jumper, or something like that" Benjamin then takes it back...
...from William and starts to unfold the woollen item "i think it is too small for a jumper" then it was Victoria's turn to take it and...
...as soon as she did, all went quite. she slowly finished unfolding it, to reveal a grey and purple, hand crocheted scarf that she had...
made for Samantha. William and Benjamin also noticed exactly what it really was and together they pulled it over Victoria, like a blanket.
"thank you daddy, thank you dad" she cuddled one of there arms at the same time "can i have a story now please?" William and Benjamin...
looked at each other and smiled. William placed an arm around the top of the sofa, to reach Benjamin's head and started to rub his...
...fingers through Benjamin's hair "Bennie Bear will start the story today, wont you?" Benjamin smiled and started "Once upon a time..."
after the story was over and Victoria was asleep, William and Benjamin decided to carry her up to her room "Bennie don't forget the 'scaf'."
****
As soon as Victoria was tucked in and the night light switched on, William and Benjamin went back into the study and sat down
"Isn't it just adorable how Vickster pronounces 'scarf' as 'scaf'" said Benjamin. "'Adorable' should be her middle name." replied William
Before they had gone into the study, William had checked on Katherine and she was fast asleep. He left a glass of water on the bedside table
"What can we do Bennie?" asked William. "Katherine is a stubborn woman, we both know that and she won't accept help easily." Benjamin sighed
"Vickster is confused and doesn't know what is going on, despite our chat and seeing her mother drunk is totally alien to her." William....
...shook his head and Benjamin could see signs of tears in his eyes. He took William in his arms and comforted him. "We need to be strong...
"...we have faced bigger challenges than this! One for all as Vickster might say." Benjamin sensed Williams tears turn to laughter.
"Together Bennie, together." Benjamin decided that they should collect all the drink they had and keep it in the study, locked away.
William agreed that it would be a good start. "Katherine and Vickster are our prime concerns right now," said Bennie firmly,
"And we start now". Upstairs, Victoria snuggled into her 'scaf' and smiled. Her Daddies would help her & her mummy now she was really home.
In the morning Victoria made her way to the room where her mum was and found her still fast asleep. Victoria had brought the scarf and...
...decided to place it over her mother. She then went downstairs where she could hear William and Benjamin, she could also smell coffee...
...and toast. She slowly opened the door to the kitchen and peered inside, there she saw her daddy at the cooked, he was trying to fry an...
...egg again, he was never any good at it and then she saw her dad walk up behind him, he was laughing and teasing about the egg. Victoria..
...then pushed the door open just a little bit more, trying not to make any noise, but just as Benjamin had come up behind William and...
...wrapped his arms around William's waist. They cuddled like this for a few minutes before Victoria started giggling and pushed her way...
...fully through into the kitchen "Ah Good morning Vickster, did you sleep well fair maiden?" Benjamin had turned his head to speak to her.
she walked over to the table in the middle of the room and sat down "oh yes Bennie bear fine sir, i did sleep very will, i am all refreshed"
William started to giggle and turned in Benjamin's arms, then as he faced him he wrapped his arms around Benjamin's shoulders and looked...
...over to Victoria "Victoria, your dad, 'Bennie bear' hear has been a meanie to your daddy this morning. What do you think we should do?"
Benjamin laughed, "Well my loverly Vickster, your Daddy hasn't the faintest idea how to cook an egg!" Victoria giggled and walked towards...
..William. "Let me do it Daddy, Bennie Bear and me will show you how." She took the spatula from her Dad and joined Benjamin at the cooker.
William winked at Benjamin, then stepped back and folded his arms. "Come on then madame cook, I'm here to learn." He then handed over an egg
to Benjamin who prepared to break it in the pan. "Do you want your yolk broken or not Daddy?" asked Victoria. "I want it unbroken missy."
As the heat of the fat grew, Victoria told Benjamin to break the egg into the pan. With expert movements she guided the frying egg around...
...being careful not to break the yolk. In just over a minute, the egg was ready and Victoria told her dad to hand her a plate.
William had already buttered some hot toast on his plate and held it out for the egg. Carefully, Victoria placed it on the toast and...
...stood back beside Benjamin. As William ate his first mouthful, he sat back, dabbed the corner of his mouth and said "Deeeelicious!"
"From now on Madame Vickster, you shall be chief egg chef!" William started clapping and Victoria grinned. "Thank you Daddy and Bennie Bear"
William stood up to hug Victoria and Benjamin. Suddenly a voice announced "Morning." and they turned to see Katherine standing at the door.
****
Katherine stood with a slight sluggish smile on her face "good morning mummy" Victoria jumped from her chair and wrapped her arms around...
..her mothers waist. Katherine hugged her back and kissed her on the forehead, then Benjamin asked to sit down and join them for breakfast.
"did you sleep well deary" William asked her as she sat down beside him "umm...yes thank you... it was nice to wake up in my old room"
Victoria, then whispered something into Benjamin's ear, which made him smile "what are you too whispering about? did you know it's rude...
Victoria, then whispered something into Benjamin's ear, which made him smile "what are you too whispering about? did you know it's rude...
...a pair of cheeky monkeys is what you are, what do you think mummy bear?" William addressed Katherine with a smile as he spoke to her.
she did not respond with words, but she smiled and shook her head, then aimed her sights at the two cheeky monkeys and stack out her tongue.
after they had all finished there breakfast, Benjamin took Victoria up to get ready for the day ahead. William decided to use this time...
and talk to Katherine, but as usual she just said 'all is fine' and would refuse to talk about it. William did not want to pry so he...
...changed the subject "so... did Vickster give you the 'scaf'?" Katherine noticed he had said the word as Victoria would and giggled.
"yes she did, i woke as she placed it over me as i slept, it is the one she crocheted for..." she paused for a moment "...for Samantha"
THE END
'THE CHRISTMAS BAUBLE'
If you were to enter William and Benjamin's study, your eyes would no doubt be drawn to a small round object sitting on the window sill...
...it would be more attractive to your eyes as the sunbeams reflect off it's beautiful multicoloured surface. As you were drawn closer...
...you would realise what it is. This tale tells the story of why the Christmas bauble remains on their windowsill all year long.
Victoria's first Christmas was an event full of seasonal fun. Katherine, William and Benjamin had decided it would be special...
and although they knew Victoria would be too young to understand, they were aware that she was a happy baby when there was lots of activity.
When William and Benjamin arrived at Katherine's with a big, perhaps too big, Christmas tree, Victoria wiggled and giggled in excitement.
She seemed transfixed as they struggled to stand the tree up in it's bucket and occasionally squealed in delight
Katherine arrived back in the room carrying a large box with the words 'Christmas Decs' written on all sides. "Very impressive boys!".
She put the box on the table and picked up Victoria, carrying her closer to the tree. She reached out her tiny hand and touched a branch.
“Yes Victoria, we need to fill this tree with beautiful things.” and her face lit up as William opened the box to reveal its contents
****
Inside the box was what looked like, millions of Christmas decorations. There were balls that could hang on the tree and very old looking...
...tinsel. Victoria's mum Katherine had collected the decorations over 16 years, one for every year. So little Victoria had...
...a lot to chose from, when it came to finding her favourite. Being only 11 months old meant her little and learning brain would have a...
...lot to take in. That night Benjamin had tried to leave them to it, but William had told him he was family and Katherine mentioned that..
..Samantha, her best friend would be coming round too, so the Christmas celebrations could begin, as soon as she got there and if Benjamin would stay over...
...their happy family would be complete. "okay i will stay, but i will not drink any of that horrid tinned alcohol, that tastes like shit"
Benjamin did no like to drink beer like most 21 year old men, no he was more of a single malt type of guy, well that is when he did drink.
"that is fine with us, you can be the designated babysitter, while we crack open the cans and bottles" William giggled and so did Katherine.
Benjamin agreed that would be a wise idea and took to the role straight away, he picked up Victoria, being so gentle, like she might brake if he...
...was any rougher and sat her on his knee "little Vickster, Christmas will be wonderful with you here, Bennie Bear will take care of you"
****
While Benjamin sat with Victoria, William and Katherine were in the kitchen making some snacks before Samantha came round.
He occasionally heard them opening tins of lager and giggling, but felt quite relaxed with Vickster in his arms. She was still awake...
..but looked so sweet with her eyes half closed and her dummy moving in and out between her lips as she breathed. Suddenly the doorbell rang.
Benjamin heard Katherine go to answer it and then heard her squeal with delight on opening the door at, presumably, seeing Samantha.
They both came into the room linking arms and walked over to Benjamin and Victoria. They were giggling like two schoolgirls.
Benjamin grinned and Victoria's eyes opened fully, just as Samantha bent down and gave her a kiss. "You sweet thing, just like your Mummy!"
"Sweet like her Daddy too!" came Williams voice from the kitchen. "Yes William, of course" yelled Samantha with a hint of friendly sarcasm.
"So are you babysitter tonight Benjamin?" asked Samantha fully knowing of his hatred for tinned beer. "Well I have a little surprise."
At that, she pulled out a small bottle of single malt from her bag."We can let these plebs drink their tinnies and we will savour this!"
"Just a drop maybe?" as he nodded down to the now sleeping Victoria. Then William entered with the snacks, declaring it was "Party Time!" which made them all smile.
****
After two hours of slightly drunken shards, Benjamin went to check on his Vickster. He found her just as he had left her, sound asleep. Benjamin...
...found himself compelled to just stand and watch her, he had been gone for about 20 minutes before anyone noticed and it was William who...
...went to find him. Benjamin was still stood over Victoria as she lay in her cot and William found himself stood watching him watching her.
After about 5 minutes Benjamin noticed William and smiled at him, then giving Victoria's face a little Stoke he left her and joined William.
Before they could join Katherine and Samantha, Victoria's little gurgling voice was heard "oh dear she must have sensed you had left her...
...Bennie, I can see you and Victoria will have a special bond" William smiled at Benjamin and said he would come with him to get Victoria.
When the three of them joined Katherine and Samantha, they found them attempting to decorate the tree, but as they were slightly drunk...
...and in fits of laughter, they did not seem to be doing a very good job of it. William was holding Victoria and announced their arrival.
"say hallo to our Christmas angel that can not sleep without our very own Benjamin by her side" William started to laugh and very loudly,...
...which made Victoria start to cry. Benjamin shook his head and made a tutting sound at William as he took his Vickster from her daddy.
****
Almost immediately, Victoria began to settle in Benjamin's arms. He sat down with her and watched the others continue to decorate the tree.
"Ladies," said William, "Let me show you how its done! I have a way with baubles and balls." he looked at Benjamin with a naughty grin.
Benjamin just shook his head and continued to rock his Vickster. "It's all about colour co-ordination." announced William "Watch and learn."
William took a silver bauble and reached to a high branch attempting to hook it on. Unfortunately, the cheap beer had caused his judgement
to be inaccurate and he missed the tree altogether and fell into the wall, bounced onto the floor and lay there in fits of laughter.
Katherine, Samantha and Benjamin all joined in, unable to control their enjoyment at seeing Williams failure to hang the bauble.
Victoria's eyes opened and the noise, but this time, instead of crying, she giggled at the happiness that rang all around her.
"Look at your daddy" said Benjamin, "Isn't he silly." Even though she couldn't understand, she glowed at the sight of her daddy on the floor.
Benjamin looked at Victoria and announced "I think our Vickster should choose the next decoration, she is the only sensible one here."
He carried her over to the table, where the decorations were, and sat down with Victoria on his knee. " okay darling, which one do you like?"
****
Victoria started to reach out to all the pretty coloured decorations "Bennie, how is she supposed to choose from all these in this box if..
..you don't get them out for her to see?" William staggered closer to where they sat. but just as he reached for the box he lost his...
...footing and as he fell once again crashing to the floor, he brought the whole box of decorations with him "Oh William, you have smashed..
..all of the baubles!" Benjamin was now not finding the fact that William was drunk funny any more and stood up and still holding Victoria he..
..walked away from William and the mess he had made. Katherine and Samantha went over to William and tried to clean up the mess.
Benjamin had taken Victoria back up stairs, while the rest of them cleaned up the mess and as William picked up the decoration box, he ...
...realized it was not empty. Benjamin was once again stood at the side of the cot, watching his Vickster drifting in and out of sleep, when
he heard William whispering his name "Bennie, i have a peasant for you and Victoria" he waited for Benjamin to gesture for him to enter..
..and when he did he seemed to Benjamin to have sobered up quite a lot "so William, what have you go for our little angel?" he smiled at...
William and he smiled back. William held up the most beautiful Christmas tree bauble Benjamin had ever seen, William said it had...
been handed down in Katherine's family since the 1950s, there was a slight patented dent in the razor thin glass, that was painted by...
hand in the most exquisite deep purple, with a slight tint of deep green. As the light from the lamp reflected through into the crystal...
like centre, a rainbow of colour, beamed onto the opposite wall and as it span around, Benjamin began to see that there was also lashings...
of glitter, making a swirling pattern all around it too "WOW! William, that is the most amazing thing i have ever seen, she will love it"
they both stood for a little while before departing back to see the girls and there Christmas celebrations "lets leave the bauble on the...
window sill, so the sunlight will show Victoria the amazing rainbow when she awakes" Benjamin shook his head and smiled at William "you...
can be a right softy sometimes you know" William nodded "well that's why i am so popular....so what about here?" he placed the bauble in the..
middle of the windowsill, stood back and admired it "oh yes. that is where it will stay, she will love it wont she Bennie" Benjamin agreed.
THE END !!!!!!!
'The Lucky Boxer-Shorts'
William had been ill for the past week now and Benjamin was beginning to get very worried "Mary i really think i should get a doctor out"
"yes i agree with you, he is not as young as he used to be and i think he has more than just man flu" Mary had come to the old house to see
if William was any better. After lunch they both decided to ring the family doctor, who was there within the next hour and after he had seen
William, he did not look happy "what is it, what is the matter?" Benjamin was worried even more now. the doctor said he had taken some blood
and would be back tomorrow, as soon as the results came through, he also left them some instructions and told them William had some kind of a virus.
"i think because of his age, his immune system is finding it harder to fight the virus off" Benjamin screwed up his face "what do you mean
because of his age? he is only 46, how is that old" Benjamin felt himself getting angry, but soon calmed himself down and apologised for
his out burst. the doctor left and Benjamin told Mary he would go and check on William again. Williams mother let Benjamin go and said she would
go and pick up Victoria for him, who was at UNI and had asked for a lift home to see her daddy. when Benjamin entered the bed room, he fond William
stood in front of the full length mirror and he was only wearing boxer-shorts "hallo my sweet William, wearing your lucky boxers i see"
****
"Yes I am Bennie, it seems that this is a time I may really need some luck." Benjamin walked over to William and put his hands round his waist.
Benjamin rested his chin on Williams shoulder & they both looked into the mirror. "We need to be strong now William. We're in this together"
Benjamin continued to talk. "We have been through so much & we're still here." William smiled at their reflections and spoke "I know Bennie"
"Plus," said Benjamin braking his hold, "You still have these" as he gave William a playful slap on his Danger mouse boxer shorts.
"Now lets get you back into bed and I'll go make you a nice cup of coffee." ordered Benjamin and William nodded before heading back to the bed.
"Bennie?" said William as Benjamin walked to the door. "Can I ask you something very important?" Benjamin stopped and looked. "Of course"
Benjamin's heart began to race, expecting William to ask something worrying and disturbing. He gulped slightly, anticipating the question.
William looked at Benjamin and asked. "Could I please have some crackers and cheese with my coffee dear?" Benjamin was relieved and smiled
"You shall have the finest cheese known to man and the crispiest crackers on the planet!" announced Benjamin as he left the room.
As Benjamin left the room, a small tear rolled down Williams cheek. "Well," he said to himself "I now face my biggest challenge yet."
****
William sat patiently for Benjamin to return and thought deeply about how he would tell Benjamin what he feared. He new that if he was
right then Benjamin could also me infected. When Benjamin walked through the door, he felt his heart sink and he realized he needed to ask
a question, but how could he ask his dear William such a thing. when Benjamin got to the table next to the bed he smiled at William, but
did not look at him, then as he sat on the edge of the bed he fond himself sighing, then he realized William was also sighing "are you okay
my love?" William asked Benjamin after he also noticed him sighing too. Benjamin shook his head, then also at the same time after a moments
silence, they both started to speak "I..I have something..ing to ask you..you" this then made them both laugh and feel more relaxed "what
are we both like" Benjamin said while moving his whole body to face William "i know, we might as well be a married couple" they both laughed
"okay seen as you are wearing the lucky pants, you go first" William nodded in agreement as he sipped his coffee. they sat in silence till
William had drunk most of his drink, then he sat back and took Benjamin's hand in his "i need to tell you something important and you might
not like it" now Benjamin was worried again, maybe he would not need to ask his question after all, maybe William was going to tell him first.
****
"We are living in strange times Bennie and we are all having to face new challenges that literally affect our lives." William squeezed...
...Benjamin's hand tighter and continued "It is also a time of truths." Benjamin interrupted "But William, that is something we hold dear...
...being truthful to each other, we always have," William nodded and responded "I know my love and our honesty is important to each other."
"I think we both know what this illness is and that is why we need to be totally honest." said William. Benjamin closed his eyes and waited.
"If it is what we both fear, then it may be that we are sharing it, and that is where our strength will be needed." Benjamin lay on the bed.
Benjamin's fears were not that they were both infected, that he could cope with, but where it had come from was another thing altogether.
Benjamin thought to himself as they lay in silence on the bed. How could he ask such a thing of his beloved William? He kissed Williams hand
"Now Bennie, tell me your thoughts....its honesty time remember?" William smiled and looked at Benjamin. "Your turn." Benjamin looked back
"Oh William, if we both have it then we will fight together." Benjamin paused "II hate myself for thinking this of you, but I am scared....
.of how you might have got it." William smiled "Bennie my love, you've nothing to fear! I'll tell you my suspicions as to where it came from
strangely Benjamin started to feel better "now, you know that last month i was working it the hospital and that i told you about that patient
who died in my arms" Benjamin cringed while remembering and nodded "well Bennie remember i told you he was bleeding inside, so much that it was
coming out of his mouth" again Benjamin cringed, feeling the hairs on the back of his neck stand on end "yes William i remember, you were
still shacking and still covered in his blood when you came home" as soon as Benjamin stopped speaking he realized what William was trying
to say and sat up abruptly "Oh my, William he had it didn't he, oh you poor thing, oh what will we do..." Benjamin was flapping his arms
about and then started rubbing his hands on his head. "Bennie, do not worry, please darling, remember it is not your fault, i was the one
who did not think to get tested after it happened..." Benjamin did not let William finish "Oh my poor William, was you scared to tell me,
did you think i would love you any less?" Benjamin grabbed William in a very tight embrace and started crying, which also made William start
to cry "Oh Benjamin, my dear Bennie i believe you will have it if i do, i truly hope you do not, i will forever hate myself if you do!" Benjamin
just hugged William tighter, then when he finally stopped sobbing he pulled away "i want it if you do, i want to go through everything with you!"
****
William answered as they broke their embrace. "We have always been a team Bennie and I know that you are my number one player."
"How much do you know of this virus?" asked Benjamin. William smiled, "Well to be honest Bennie, I was going to ask you the same thing!"
Benjamin spoke. "I've read the odd paper on it, but as it is relatively new, you read so many different accounts and its a lot to take in."
"I know it was recognised as a disease in the early 80s and other than that it seems to have been a slow process finding drugs to treat it."
William replied "Politics again, the prejudice of society seems to have slowed down the research. Remember the attitudes of those idiots...
...in the press who called it 'The Gay Plague'. The evil fuc....". Benjamin cut him short, "I know, but don't think of them, remember that...
...we have a battle ahead of us with no time to waste energy thinking about the scum of society. That was the past and now there is a much..
...better attitude." Benjamin continued "Its about us now and our family." William agreed. "We must wear our Sherlock and Watson heads, and
...look for the solution in our logical way." William smiled again "I can always rely on my Bennie to remain calm. You are my rock."
****
"William you are my rock too and I love you with all my heart" they embraced once more before Benjamin scrambled to his feet and went to
leave the room "So why are you wearing your lucky boxers again?" Benjamin smiled as he half opened the door and William giggled as he tried
to respond "well my dear, after the 'loverly' Doc left, i decided i would need all the luck i could get from now on!" Benjamin started to
laugh uncontrollably and held his stomach like it was hurting "Why...did....you say....lovely like ....that!" he could hardly get his words
out "again i just decided to, why did you not like my Eliza Doolittle impression?" this time they just looked at each other, then found out
they could not hold in the erg to laugh any longer. after a good few minutes, they both calmed down and wiping the tears from his eyes,
Benjamin walked out onto the landing, closing the door behind him. as he walked down the stairs, he felt his tears of laughter turn into
tears of pain once again, finding them take over his whole body. Benjamin stopped and slowly slid down onto the step below him, curling
up and crying so hard his body shook. Back in their bed room William sat curled up in a ball too, the tears were dripping down and drenching
his 'Danger Mouse' lucky boxer shorts. William reminded himself that they really were lucky and if he wore them from now on, they would be fine.
THE END
'THE CROCHETED SCARF (part 2)'
A few days after their visit to Samantha's grave, William and Benjamin had managed to get Katherine and Victoria settled into their home.
It had been impractical to bring all their possessions, so the items they brought really consisted of clothes, toys, books and documents.
It didn't take long for Victoria to settle in the house and she made herself very useful making breakfast regularly for everyone.
Katherine seemed to be off the drink, a task made easier considering William had removed or locked away any bottles which might tempt her.
Most evenings, they all contented themselves with hot chocolate rather than their usual tipple of wine or single malt. All seemed well.
Unfortunately, this positive feeling was rudely interrupted one morning when William and Benjamin were awoken by Victoria's frantic
banging on their bedroom door. "What is it Vickster?" shouted William as he leaped out of bed and towards the door. "Come in."
He was met at the door by Victoria who looked as if she had been crying and in a complete state of panic. "It's Mummy, she won't wake up."
Benjamin was also up by this time and they all followed Victoria to her mothers room. The door was open and they could see Katherine
lying face down and fully clothed on the bed. "Shit." exclaimed William, "Bennie, ring for an ambulance." William walked over to the bed.
****
First he checked if Katherine was still breathing, a sigh of relief fell upon him when she was and then he put her into the recovery position.
As he moved her, the smell of sick rushed up his nostrils, but he noticed there was none on the bed. 'she must of been sick somewhere else'
He thought as he glanced about the room, only finding an empty bottle of vodka and a bottle of Prozac that was over turned, with only a few
pills left inside. By the time Benjamin had arrived back into the room, William had managed to get Katherine to come too, but she was in no
fit state to talk, or even sit up. When the ambulance finally arrived Benjamin and William decided that Victoria should go in the car with
William and Benjamin would go with Katherine. they did not want Victoria to see her mother in that state any more than she had too. Victoria
did not argue and gladly sat in the car "Daddy" Victoria said 10 minutes into waiting for the doctor to tell them all Katherine's condition.
"yes Victoria" William was really worried about his daughter, he thought it could not be good for her to see her mother like this. Victoria
stood up from her waiting room chair and walked over to the information board "do you think we should go to the chapel?" Benjamin and William
both looked at each other then at Victoria "why would we want to do that Vickster?" asked Benjamin "I just thought we could go and say a
pray for mummy and let her know, we will still love her when she goes to heaven to find Samantha" Benjamin stood still and was speechless.
****
All the rushing around began to catch up with Victoria and she had fallen asleep with her head on Williams lap and her feet on Benjamin's.
Just after midday, A doctor and nurse came into the waiting room to tell them what was happening."Katherine has had a lucky escape Mr Stoke”
said the doctor to William. "But she is not out of the woods yet I'm afraid." He continued, "We would like to keep Katherine here
just to monitor her progress" He looked to the nurse and said "Sister Seddon will take some details for our records" William nodded.
Victoria then began to wake up, rubbing her eyes. She then looked at Benjamin. "Is mummy OK Bennie Bear?" she said sleepily. Benjamin nodded
"She is going to be looked after by the nurses for a few days Vickster, to make sure she's going to be okay" Victoria put her head on his chest and
she let out a sigh. "You said a very beautiful and caring thing earlier my dear Vickster, but we are all going to try and help mummy get better"
"She needs our help more than ever before." Although Benjamin could not see Victoria's face buried in his chest, he could feel her movements
as she began to sob silently when the realisation of what had happened started to sink in. She sat up again wiping the tears from her eyes
"I have an idea Bennie Bear!. I will bring her 'scaf' to keep her safe in the hospital." Benjamin smiled and a tear ran down his cheek.
****
William also found he couldn't hold back his tears any longer and he then joined them both in their embrace "she will love that Vickster"
Benjamin said as they all sat hugging. The doctor had told them all to go home and get some rest as Katherine would not be able to have visitors
yet anyway. When they got home they had some food and settled into the study for the evening, telling Vickster her usual story and then she fell
asleep with the 'scaf' over her like a blanket. For a little while Benjamin and William just sat there watching their Vickster sleep, but
when they both realised they also needed sleep, they carried her up to her room and got themselves settled in for the night "what a long day
It has been" William said sighing and getting into bed "I know, it is all so very tiring being strong all the time...I could cry myself to
sleep I really could" Benjamin then also sighed as he got into the bed. For a about 2 minutes they both sat there in the bed, until William said
"you know what Bennie? I feel exactly the same" they moved closer and began to kiss and embrace, with a passion, with a hardness like it was
Their last night together and as the passion in both of them got hotter and faster, tears began to stream from their eyes, they were crying!
****
Benjamin woke first and reached across to switch off the small electric alarm clock on the table, but as its irritating beeping stopped
he heard the telephone ringing. He glanced at the time, 7:30 and went to see who was calling at such an early hour. He rubbed his eyes.
A voice on the other end of the line asked if they could speak to Mr Stokes. "Yes, that's me. " Benjamin often pretended to be William when
he answered the phone, knowing that William didn't usually want to be disturbed. "It's Sister Seddon at the hospital, could you please
come straight away because we need to talk to you about Katherine." Benjamin answered "Of course. Thank you." By now, William had awoken.
"What is it Bennie?" asked William. "It was the hospital, they want you to go and see Katherine." replied Benjamin. William looked scared.
William nodded and they both went back to their room. On the way back, they saw that Victoria was still fast asleep, clutching the 'scaf'.
They got dressed in silence, then turned to each other and had a reassuring embrace. "Call me as soon as you know anything sweet William."
"I will." replied William as he walked to the front door and left. Benjamin made a cup of tea and went up to Victoria's room. He sat on the
edge of the bed, as Victoria began to wake up. "Morning sweetie." said Benjamin. "Morning Bennie Bear." she replied, as he gave her the tea.
****
While Victoria sat and drank, Benjamin stood and walked over to the window. He drew open the cretins to let in some morning light, after he
did he stood in silence, gazing out at the view "Dad?" Victoria said sounding very serious, but Benjamin did not answer her or even look her
way "Dad, has Daddy gone to say goodbye to mummy?" Benjamin found himself stuck, it was impossible to hold back his tears, but Victoria was so
strong and seemed to understand so much. He then heard her getting out from the bed, so he quickly wiped his eyes and turned towards where
she was "Victoria you are our little angel and we love you so much" she ran up and embraced Benjamin, squeezing him tight, then the phone
rang. They both looked at each other, Benjamin then nodded at Victoria and then she ran off to answer it "Dad, it is Daddy!" she shouted.
When Benjamin had finished talking to William, they both got ready and went to the hospital, when they got there Victoria gave William a
hug like she had done to Benjamin earlier, which brought a smile to Benjamin's face, he said to himself 'look at our angel all grown up'.
William told Victoria she was aloud to go into see her mother on her own and William told Benjamin what was going on "she won't last very
long unless they can find her a liver" they both embraced until Victoria came into the waiting room "come on in you two" she said cheekily.
****
The doctor arrived back into the waiting room and asked them to go to his office. They followed him and sat down.
The doctor addressed William by name, but was talking to all of them. "Mr Stokes, you know by now just how ill Katherine is, but we
can stabilise her as best as possible until we can fully determine the extent of her liver damage." The doctor looked at Victoria and
seemed unsure to keep giving the bad news. Benjamin told him that it was okay to carry on, as he knew just how grown up his Vickster was.
William nodded and the doctor continued. "Alcoholic hepatitis may be treatable, but it’s frequently deadly. I am sorry to be so blunt,
but you need to be aware of the possible outcomes." Victoria held both William and Benjamin's hands, whilst the doctor continued.
"Dietary changes may be helpful in liver disease, but abstinence from alcohol is essential to treatment." He leaned forward
"You must not let Katherine drink any more alcohol!" William looked at Benjamin and they knew what was ahead of them. Victoria gripped their hands tighter.
"We will prescribe a course of drugs to reduce the inflammation and our dietician will discuss the best foods to eat. However, we will
be putting Katherine on our transplant list. I cannot tell you how quick she will get a liver, but being on a list is important."
"Thank you doctor for being so honest." said William. Victoria then spoke and asked if they could all go back to see her mummy. The doctor
nodded. "You see, I need to give mummy this 'scaf' to make her smile" They all smiled and followed Victoria out of the office.
THE END
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